Saturday, January 31, 2004

What to say...what to say...

It's pretty funny how Francisco and Willy when they compete with each other, Francisco totally make a single goal of eliminating Willy or defeating him in anyway, shape, or form. So we were playing hearts and Francisco totally teamed up with Jason and I to steam roll Willy. Never stood a chance...poor kid...

Math midterm, I was kind of dissapointed that I spaced out on a couple of problems that I should have gotten. Anyway, it's the weekend, sleep it off. Afterwards was work where Aaron and I continued our boredom there and went into week two of the ice home run contest. Too bad it was cut short because we totally were into the game that all the burgers and fries and nuggets were gone. So, it ended with a tie.

I got to get better with M. Bison...we reached Red Arrenther though...

Pretty much tonight we went to the Insomiac store to rent Animatrix and Samurai X the Motion Picture. We breathed a sigh of relief that it wasn't one that we already downloaded. Very good videos to watch.

In the end, I own the Vatican...

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Math midterm tomorrow..................
I need to be stimulated...

solitary
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."


The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Ok, laundry...been sitting there in the middle of the room since that time I posted my last entry. I don't know, just didn't have the thought today of putting it in the machine. Anyway, seeing Chow's future was an interesting aspect tonight. We were making fun of Chow being an Asian model and stuff. Ah, had a good laugh. Also, I saw Samurai X - Reflection. It's a movie from the Kenshin series. Ah man, it's so sad. So so sad, almost teared up. Almost bittersweet status. Definitely a must see if you're a fan. That's about it for tonight, sleepy, can't think things from the top of my head. But, probably I'll remember tomorrow...

Monday, January 26, 2004

I think I totally spaced out in parts of my Chemistry lecture today. I was just sitting there just trying to absorb everything, and when I went to jot down whatever he had on the projector, he was already on another transperancy. Oh well, I don't really want to go to lab and endure another 3 hours there. Oh well, I got to do my lab write up in about 4 hours and by 6, I'm done. Need to do laundry, and remind me to eat something...

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Yeah, there's not much to do here other than eat, sleep, gym, and the University Union. So basically, Gunbound is probably the best thing to be bestowed upon us since...SNK vs. Capcom SVC Chaos.

Jonnathon Huff came here for the weekend to visit his cousins and us. And we were asking about everybody back at home that goes to Ventura College with him. Afterwards, we discussed about his choices on transferring to UCSD or here. We knew that he liked parties and stuff like that, and he wasn't really going to experience much here. So, we suggested UCSD to him. But, he said that he needed to study so this place was good for him. It'll be cool of Jon comes here.

I got pretty much the slow shift at work. My co-workers just either stare at each other just waiting until the last burger or nuggets or fries gets taken so that at least we can cook more and have something spent for 5 minutes besides just looking down at the ground. But, the whole work place can be turned into our amusement. We have the home-run ice derby going on. Too bad we didn't do one last Friday. I think we were too busy talking to this one girl, until she left her shift. Oh yeah, Francisco came in to get an hour of work in, when he wasn't really supposed to. $6.75 banked, yeah! That reminds me, I haven't picked up my paychecks since the end of last quarter. Anyway, I wonder how much is instore for me...

People that I haven't really seen here for a while, probably Rachel. Last time seen, she was heading up to her room and I was going to my class. She looked adorable in her PJ's. ^_^

Man, I got massive homework to do all this week. T_T
But, I don't really feel like doing anything today, and possibly tomorrow as well. Last thoughts of this evening: I really wanted to do something, but it's kind of weird and I'm so far away from Oxnard. But, what if I did ask...what would happen? Would she say yes or no? Is there enough time for it? I think I'm out of time. But, I don't know...I want to...but, how to go about the rest is a problem...

We finally got to Athena in SNK vs. Capcom SVC Chaos! Too bad she totally whooped me...

I'm supposed to be up at 7:30 am today...and I'm still up...will I make it? Probably not, but I have to make an effort. I'll post later on why.

Bad...bad...bad people! Oh well, I don't really know who reads this anymore. But, an annonymous audience is pretty good...then I wouldn't be so restricted on what I write on. More feelings...more thoughts...more everything, I guess...but I'm sleepy now, must be deprived of sleep today. Toodles!

Thursday, January 22, 2004

What I want to really do...talk to Lladira. I miss her. Also, I really want someone to love deeply. And oh...to have the weekend come up as fast as possible...and last for a long time. Probably one of the three current wants will probably be accomplished. Hopefully I can catch Lladira online this weekend. Having the weekend last is another question. I wished that I didn't feel tired and didn't really require sleep so I can enjoy a full 24 hour day. But, then again, when it comes down to sleeping with a girl, it'll be kind of freaky that all I could do was just kind of lie in bed hugging her all night long for 10 hours and not do anything else. I think that girl would expect to be consoled all night until she woke up. Maybe I wish for more selective tiredness. And when it comes down to girls liking me....lol...fuck...

But enough with that. Happy Chinese New Year! It's all about the damn monkey this year. That includes...Junior High kids and 5th year college students I think. They said that if it's your year, then it's a bad year for you. I don't know where I heard that, but fill me in if that's true.

Last sentence, tagboard needs to be updated. Leave anything there, questions, thoughts, opinions, anything...

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Nothing really much to say right now. I'm just sleepy, and wanting to get to bed right now. Contemplating if I should or not. Stayed up too late last night I guess. But, I guess I was enjoying some privacy. Anyway, I guess I'll go napping.

Monday, January 19, 2004

Dude, that's the last time that I would let anybody borrow the Nintendo GameCube...

First time, if you recall, I took it to Crawford's room and someone totally jacked my only controller. Like straight out. I was fuckin' pissed and had to blow another 20 to get a replacement.

Alright, this time, my mom let her friend borrow the GameCube for her grandson to play. I'm alright with it. But when it came back...the Super Smash Bros. Melee file got all erased. And, I had everything in that game, all the secret characters, all the stages, and 230 some trophies. That grandson had the bright idea that he could get it all back...that game is so hard to get everything...christ...

Ok, I offer something that they don't have, and I get back less than what was given out. I just want to shred them in pieces...it's so hard to earn what you want, but so easy to take away. I just wish that people were a little more thoughtful on the fact that the stuff is from another person, and they would probably if it's returned to give it back as is...

Ok ok...my venting is over. Josh was so generous as to taking me back today. Cindy showed us this place called Flame Bay, where you pick out your topings and they stir fry it. Delicious...delicious...so, I'm just preparing for class tomorrow...Milton isn't coming back until tomorrow, so I got the room to myself...yeah! I'm enjoying Metallica's "...And Justice for All" album.

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Yeah, I don't really want to do anything productive today...I've just been sitting here for the past 5 mintues looking at the text book and paper and thinking, well, I'm just blanking out...but it's more like, "..........." (another minute passes) "............" I rather play GunBound now. But, I'm too addicted to that, once I start, can't stop. And I tried studying while playing at the same time, and I focused more on how the others were doing and managed to solve 3 Calculus problems. What's a good thing to download then? Give me suggestions...

I'm at home right now. Nothing really new happening. GunBound works on 56K, it's the computer that lags. I got to really chat with Josh and what's he feeling on Monday...hopefully he's still commited on coming to Cal Poly tomorrow. If not...I'm kind of screwed here. Well, updating the stuff on the blog...and I'm going to finish math soon...I just want to sleep, stayed up until 3 am playing GunBound...

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Eh, I'm going to bed now...

Late night, must go to bed soon. But, not right now. If I only get a few hours in, I wake up rather well in the morning if not 13 hours of sleep. but anything between 8-9 hours, it's not going to cut it. I guess my body things it got cheated out of the full 12 hours. But the parental 5 hours has kicked in.

Probably one thing that's missing from most blogs lately is quizes...I wonder what's wrong. Let me see...

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

I've been bad...haven't updated...yes...

Congrats to all those who are legal now, Danielle and Lladira. Let's see what's on the list of stuff you can do...

Lottery (something that you can buy for a buck still...)
Chumash (hit me up if you're going to go!)
Spearmint Rhino's (aww yeah! haha!)
All of the pornography websites (now you can honestly say that you're 18 when you click the enter icon)
Anything else...voting, nah that's too weak...

Goal in Gunbound...earn 1,020,000 Gold Points. With that kind of money, you can get the most expensive items of the four categories. I only got a mere 12,000 GP right now. But, over time...it can add up, just have some patients that's all...

This is one of my least busiest days...however, last night, Cisco, Willy, and I stood up playing Gunbound until 2 am. Resulting that probably I'll have to spend most of my day here in the study lounge. Hopefully, the homework doesn't take up many hours. But, I'm predicting if I started now, I'll probably be done at 6 pm. Just bother me for lunch and dinner, but no Gunbound until I'm done!

Poop, right Willy?!

Right now, enjoying a cup of noodles, then off to work I go...Dinah got that song in my head now.

Hi ho
Hi ho
It's off to work we go
(whistling...)

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Saturday was pretty well spent, that's all I have to say. But, that means today...massive studying. Willy, Cisco, Jason, and I stood awake until 4 am addicted to the game Gunbound. It's like Worm 3D, yet it's free, you can play online, and it's more addicting. I don't know if Willy or Cisco are awake right now, hopefully they won't call me up to do something, I really need to get going on homework because I need to do something later. More later...

Saturday, January 10, 2004

It feels like I haven't really done much in the past few days, but I've done something, maybe just the same things. But, I guess I do things based on influences of others. Thursday night, Dinah talks and was pumped about the new Friends episode. She motivated me enough to plan out with Willy to see Friends on TV. That episode was so hilarious! Ah! The perfect way to relax after doing massive amount of studying. After Friends we saw the show the Apprentice where it's a reality based television of these people trying to become president of a sector of Trump Corporation. It was actually quite interesting.

Other influences includes playing pool, SNK vs. Capcom SVC Chaos. Oh yeah, it's pretty sweet that Cisco's going to burn me all of the Kingdom of Fighters. Can't wait to try them if I get home one weekend. Anyway, it's 2:00 am, time to sleep soon. Later on.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Tara gave me the number that everyone should dial...

310 217 7638

It's pretty hilarious, Tara's the best!

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Reminder to self...very important reminder...remember what you need to do today...

Sleepless in San Luis, with the anti-freeze, to this disease, would you please, let me see, the thoughts that sets me free. I don't really know what to type right now. Should I be studying...yes. Do I have the will power...no. Will I eventually get to it...maybe. How many days has it been? Three. How many days does it feel like? Ninety. So far, Chemistry isn't all that bad. For the most part, it's just been either I'm in my room, at the University Union, or eating. I'll do one more thing before leaving to study...

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Let's study...

Not yet. The humming sounds on my computer probably contributed to this dream and recent bandwidth struggles. So yeah, kind of a large group of trenchcoat mafia people were just standing around just looking ateach other with our black sunglasses. All I heard were murmurs of bandwidth, more like we're at a scarcity of bandwidth that we need. I don't know why Lladira, wearing a white something, hard to describe, was even there, but I knew she was the center of it all. But, she just raises her hands and yells kind of an unsure fashion "Bandwidth!" So we all draw our swords and start fighting whoever was infront of us. None of us died, but I don't know how that dream came to be in the first place. But, another dream was more like a picture and my reaction was like, "Oh shit!" It looked real, horrible in thought, but rather interesting as well. I won't touch on that.

I don't think I'm really going home anytime soon...

So, managed to get up for my 7:00 class...however, Willy gave me the wrong room number for my first class of the day. Since I didn't want to disturb Milton as much as I did this morning, and Willy was in a middle of the lecture, I had to walk all the way back to look at my schedule to find the right class. Today wasn't really that great. I got lost several times trying to find the crash in classes, until I said screw it, go 12 units, you'll be fine. Mainly I spent all of the afternoon walking back and forth across campus.

Need sleep...one class tomorrow, yay!

Monday, January 05, 2004

Oh yeah...I had the strangest dreams last night too, fill you on those later...

It feels like we've been here for such a long time...and it's only been one day of classes! Not a good feeling. I really need to get to bed now, wake up at 7 am tomorrow...I think that sets personal records in terms of getting up...when's the last time I got up at 6...well, Las Vegas doesn't count, but probably it was high school...half way through senior year. Ok, it wasn't that long ago...but, if you compare of 11 am when on vacation...then it's going to be a struggle. But, I got the will power, I hope.

Kind of got depressed at 9...fill in details later...

Saturday, January 03, 2004

If the blogger looks weird on your comp...just know that I'm having bandwidth problems here...

Friday, January 02, 2004

Static X's "Shadow Zone" album is stuck in my head...

"All in Wait"

Drowning myself, over and over
Desolate, trying it's over

Why so cynical in life
You think you're living to die
All in wait, all in wait

Burning inside, long for answers
Makes no sense, trying it's over

Why so cynical in life
You think you're living to die
All in wait
Step down and smile at this fool
The believes his own word
All in wait

Now I'm drowning myself over and over
Makes no sense we're trying but you say it's over
Burning inside as we long for the answers
Desolate we're trying but you say it's over

Keeping reading below...

The Chris, the "clap clap" one...the only one is back at home for only tonight and tomorrow before going to go to school again...(sobbing...)

What is today? January 2nd?! WTF?! Last post on Christmas Day?! Yeah, I'm probably getting lazy with this blogging thing...let's see what I remembered...

After seeing the first two Lord of the Rings, there were many attempts to see The Return of the King at the theatres, well just two attempts. But, first time, I took Willy and his brother to see it, but they were booked until 7. Luckily, when we arrived, Brian and Cisco invited us to go to Golf n' Stuff to play golf and Marvel vs. Capcom 2, and SNK vs. Capcom SVC Chaos. I sucked at Marvel vs. Capcom 2 against Brian and Cisco...and golf too. That Gold Mine hole was just too evil for me. I tried chipping the ball so that it went over the mine sidewalk, but it hit the curb and came back at me hitting my teeth. It just wasn't my day, but it was fun.

So Josh IM's me suggesting on things to do for last Sunday. I really wanted to go see The Return of the King...and he wanted to see it too. Awesome movie...fuckin' spider...that's all I have to say...Afterwards, Josh and I ordered at this Fisherman restaraunt. Pretty good shrimp there...

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Moving along...hell yeah! New Year's in Las Vegas! If not New York, Las Vegas is the place to be. Arrival there...I don't really remember...Wait, I stayed at the room 1387 in Imperial Palace. We just arrived there and my mom already told me to get some ice. So, I left the room with the door proped opened. I got the ice and headed back. Since I've been driving from Victorville to Las Vegas, I was kind of out of my mind. And it showed, I came in front of the door of 1378, and the door was proped opened, and I believed that I've returned to my hotel room. So I went in, and first I saw this blonde girl coming to the door starring at me confused and another blonde girl wearing her towel. I just jetted out of there, saying, "Sorry!" and I headed to my hotel room. I heard the girls laughing histerically behind me.

Anyway, second day. New Year's eve. Las Vegas Blvd. closed off to all motorist and 300,000 people on the street, nothing like the excitment felt there. Chris here with video camera = crazy stuff happens: these drunk gangster dudes saying their thoughts about 2004, the DJ was playing in front of Margaritaville next to the Flamingo and this hardcore cowboy dancing to modern R&B, rap music with like 10 gangters surrounding him and dancing with him, and yes Cisco, the Mexicans were getting arrested. Everyone counted down to the New Years, massive fireworks exploded, and after all that, the DJ kept spinning, and there was just one gigantic street dance party. Ah man...you have to see it to believe it.

Third day, sister and mom have to do their shopping...can't escape it. They've been constructing this shopping center for many years and stuff, and we were wondering what took so long. But, the finished product is quite extrodinary. Inside, there was this one art store where they sold Picasso's lithographic images of his sketches and original works. Learned a lot from it. That night, we went to Tropicana to see the Les Folies Begere show. Great dancing, singing, and ladies...I wished I could of seen the topless show...

Six hours straight driving through off and on rain...I wished that I had another week until we had to go back to school. I really want to do stuff with everyone. Brian was calling me and stuff thinking I was home when I was still in Vegas. I must of missed out on stuff. But, there's a lot more stuff seen and done at Las Vegas that I just don't have the will power to type.

Tomorrow, I'll try to get my packing done as fast as possible. I really want to see Lladira again...