The day went like this. My mom and dad drove me to Camarillo to buy the senior pictures (finally). We didn't really get much, just an 8X10 and eight wallets which totalled was a expensive 100 or so dollars. Plus, they won't be coming out in another 4-6 weeks. Kind of blows, but that's capitalism for ya. Then after, I decided to go to Crawford's party at her house since I had nothing better to do. Actually, she had a pool table and Josh brought his PS2 and I brought my Gamecube, Brian brought 2 more controllers, we were set. I owned a couple of games at pool but others I lost somewhat competitively to almost had a chance. For like 4 hours, we've been having pool tournaments. The other our, we were doing our Physics project with Super Smash Bros. Melee. Man, I'm not really competitive compared to Brian and Cisco. Got to practice more! Overall, it was a awesome 5 hours with all the Hamada people including Tara. Tomorrow, I'm (sic)ingly going to school to hopefully finish the paper. Since my parents are not going to take me out until Monday night, so I'll pretty much spend most of my time at school. Countdown continues, born June 2 at 6:00 am means I think 30 hours and 28 minutes until I'm 18. Yay!
Level Up! The Return of Mr. *Clap-Clap* N-G-O!
Saturday, May 31, 2003
You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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Friday, May 30, 2003
After having a hearty dinner, it's one of my rituals on the Friday after dinner to go bike riding around the neighborhood. But somehow I decided to just go around Oxnard for a while with my bike. So I headed down Gonzales and knew that the first person that lived somewhat close to me was Lladira. I headed over to her house and we chatted a bit before I went on again. A good portion of the people I know live at Summerfield, so on the way to Summerfield, I went through Cisco's neighborhood to see if I could stop and chat with Cisco. But I think he was having dinner with his family, so I left to head towards Summerfield. So I keep on going down Gonzales, turned a right on Patterson, and I went through my old neighborhood and found Cindy's house. Her family invited me in for refreshments seeing that I rode my bike and was pretty pooped. I left my house at 7:30 and got to Cindy's house at 8:30. We chatted a little for 20 minutes before I realized that I really needed to jet back home. But, I wanted to go to Becky's house and so I did. But, it was nine and I felt like they didn't want to be disturbed by my little adventure, so I swung passed Danielle's house and jetted back home. Going down dorris with no street lights was pretty scary that when cars passed, shadows from bushes caused me to not see clearly the sidewalk and I almost crash into a utility pole. But, the stars were out, and I liked how the side walk was designed with many obstacles. As I returned to my neighborhood, I saw this helicopter flying around with a search light trying to find something or locate a target. I brought my bike into the garage to find that my mom was getting worried about me. She thought something had happened to me with the helicopter's search light trying to find me, lol. Of course, I had to explain to my parents what I did...
All raise devil horns in the air! CSF gave me $150 in scholarship money and some accessories to soup up my graduation gown! Time to bust out with videogames right now...
Happy Birthday Josh!!
All the trolls and billy goats are hailing on your accomplishment of surviving for 18 years! Yay! (max-status)
It's going to be a wild weekend, so I can't wait to undertake them all!
Thursday, May 29, 2003
Man, I'm very impressed on what Cisco did on the Physics project! How did he get all the data down? He got some explainning to do tomorrow for sure.
Dee GreenTea: YOU JERK
Dee GreenTea: YOU MADE ME THINK YOU WERE HURT
Starfox0064x: when?
Starfox0064x: today?
Dee GreenTea: good lord man...
Dee GreenTea: yeah
Dee GreenTea: you jerk
Starfox0064x: oh
Dee GreenTea: ::KICKS::
Starfox0064x: ouch!
Dee GreenTea: don't doooooo that
Dee GreenTea: ::hugs::
Dee GreenTea: i was concerned
Dee GreenTea: you are evil, man
Starfox0064x: man it was awesome reactions
Dee GreenTea: i saw your face and i freaked out
Dee GreenTea: then i read your blog
Dee GreenTea: and i said "THAT PUNK!!!"
Dee GreenTea: gar!
Starfox0064x: LOL!
Dee GreenTea: chris, don't worry me like that again!
sheenyi85: how many people did you trick today?
Starfox0064x: a bunch
Starfox0064x: Crawford and the Hamada group
Starfox0064x: Pickrel and his class
Starfox0064x: and journalism kids
Starfox0064x: yep
Starfox0064x: everywhere I go
sheenyi85: *shakes head*
Starfox0064x: they were expressing their concern
Starfox0064x: even the office ladies
sheenyi85: cuz we all love you chris
Starfox0064x: I know...I needed this day
Starfox0064x: I'm just so thankful to have you guys in my life
sheenyi85: :-)
sheenyi85: awww
Starfox0064x: my god, I realized it's just 4 more days until I'm 18
sheenyi85: wow
sheenyi85: seems like yesterday you were just a little kid
"Blotter" by Stone Sour
I only wanted, only wanted just to touch you
I couldn't bear it, couldn't bear it if you leave
It doesn't matter, doesn't matter if I scare you
I only wanted, only wanted someone else's skin
To feel you there
Touch my face
Keep me whole
Help me see------ my life
Give me your life
I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the first one
I haven't ever, haven't ever been discreet
It isn't over, isn't over by a long shot
I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the only one
To feel you there
Touch your face
Keep you whole
Help you see------ my life
Give me your life
INCREDIBLE... AND CHEMICAL
Before I show you where the secret is
I want to turn you into this
I want to give you all my nothingness
I want to cover you with this
See my life... give me your life
Let me see... my life
Give me - your life
INCREDIBLE... AND CHEMICAL
I had to gt to school way early today to cover the Every 15 Minutes program. I got a back stage look of all the people involved in the program. The Grim Reaper absolutely towered over me by 1 foot 1 inch. It was fun following all the officers and the Grim Reaper around as they said, "Your time is up," to every person participating. Because it was a long day, the makeup artist was getting bored during nutrition. So I just asked her to paint my face and stuff to pass the time. She suggested a black eye and I was all for it. She was absolutely excellent because to everyone around me, the mark on my face was convicing enough that I got punched on the side of my face. So Josh starts spreading the rumor in Crawford's class that I got beat up by a football player. No one believed it, or almost no one, so after the 4th period performance on the football field, I to Crawford's class with my head kind of low and a depressed facial expression. I couldn't believe that the whole room was silent with faces of concern on everyone's face. So, I played along and when somebody asked what had happen, I just said that I didn't want to talk about it. They were all convinced that I got punched today by Aaron Brown. Even Pickrel called me up before class to discuss his concern for what had happened to me, so I just said that I was playing that the makeup artist did a really good job. But just to see people ask what happened and expressed their concern was amazing and I'm just thankful knowing that people do care about me. It did uplifted my spirits with everything been going on these past few days. Especially Christy today, you really just made me feel better and helped out in a lot of ways. Just let her be...
MIRiAMaDORK: i haven't had a shot in such a long time..
Starfox0064x: yeah, because you're in college
Starfox0064x: they assume you got all your immunizations done
Starfox0064x: if you don't, you die!
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
Dear Kira,
It wasn't nice for me to write a note and do not follow through on it. Circumstances at the time were a little awkward. I think people have been interpreting everything out of proportion and I haven't really gotten the chance to straighten all the misconceptions out there. I'm sorry for putting drama where last weekend I was acting immature and stupid. Those actions shouldn't be valued. Don't feel sad or bad about what you said, because those were the things that I needed to hear. At the time, I didn’t understand why and was upset about it; however, now I realized that it is the truth and it is how you feel. To start off with a conversation about airplanes and wind up in this mess is extraordinary to say the least. I might say that I wished it never happened, but everything happens for a reason and I learned how you felt and that’s the most important thing. I wished that I could explain it to you face to face, but I guess things were awkward at the time. I also do value your friendship and everything you are. I’m sorry for this mess. If you still are concerned about anything, just talk to me.
With hugs,
Chris
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
We're here in Hilburn's room playing with the lab tops. I cannot access some of the images of Super Smash Bros. Melee, so might as well update here. It's a little bit weird for some reason passing by nutrition today. Christy was pretty happy with The Bluest Eye, but she's normally hyper. I still got Orchids stuck in my head, the whole CD of Stone Sour is pretty tight. It's amazing how Corey Taylor's voice transition through each song rather tastefully. But, today will be pretty typical, just missing something.
Monday, May 26, 2003
StarlightSpark13: I was a hellion. I used to torture little animals and cover my parents' bed with their entrails . . .
But then I joined rotc . . .
Now I love all animals, and it's been months since my parents have had to worry about finding badger guts under their pillows, like so many mints left to rot in hotel rooms.
"Orchids" by Stone Sour
You hold me inside your iris
like a terminal stain on life
You condescend to my primal brain
and twist me around like a knife
Can't begin to explain
The feelings I have restrained
Don't ask me how I am
Because you're too busy planning your epitaph
Let me tell you
DON'T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say it
God, I never learn...
You keep me hidden behind a curtain,
an audible human display
You feed me orchids to give me courage
and keep me in line with disdain
Can't begin to explain
The feelings I have restrained
Don't ask me how I am
Because you're too busy planning your epitaph
Let me tell you
DON'T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say it
God, I never learn:
I have nothing left for you...
you left me with nothing
I live at arm's length and die a little,
between your constants by day
I want my soul back before it's over,
I can't even wish you away
Can't begin to explain
The feelings I have restrained
Don't ask me how I am
Because you're too busy planning your epitaph
Let me tell you
DON'T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say it
God, I never learn:
I NEVER LEARN!!
Alright, I think my templates gotten back together, but I erased the links and stuff on the side menu. If I save changes, then all of that will be gone. So, I don't think I'll be modifying the side menu anytime soon.
Bruce Almight is a very hilarious movie! My dad stomach started hurting from laughing so hard! It definetly lifted my spirits. So, I think I'm ready for tomorrow. Doing UCCP work right now, but I feel like giving that up right now. I got to read a bunch of chapters in all my books right now. Christy, I got your book right here with me, delivering it to you during nutrition.
Danielle did a little bit of counseling on me today, and it sorta brought back a little smile on my face, but more of an understanding. My mind is kind of discombomerated right now, but I'll be alright. Man, last night was a little bit abnormal. It was first watching "Full Metal Jacket" which I discovered a lot more on how to use cursing in humorous fashion:
"How tall are you?!" -Drill Seargant
"Sir, 5 foot 9 inches, sir!" -A private
"I didn't know shit piled that high!" - Drill Seargant
There's other stuff that I can't think up of at the top of my head, but altogether, the movie did a good represetation of the American army in Vietnam. But during midnight I was feeling crappy and talked to Lladira about it. She asked me why and I said, "I'm ugly. I'm unattractive. I'm too nice. I'm not outgoing." What she didn't know was that I was crying when I said all that and she was trying her best to make sense of the problem and tried to give me support as best as possible. But it all struck an emotional chord and I really feel like I have a disadvantage when it comes to those things. With my birthday coming up in a week, probably I'll just wish that I just find something in that day that makes me happy.
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Man, I had some of the strangest dreams last night. It started off with me flying around at night in a metropolitan city and my mission was to collect 10 gold rings. I was kicking ass! I was shotting down enemy ships with laser power coming from my hands and searching high and low for the rings. I think I came up to the boss where it ended. The concept of the gold rings came from Starfox Adventures and the city setting probably came from Batman and Robin which I was watching yesterday. The next dream was just too weird. I basically was just a witness of the whole scenario. So I think I was in a haunted house and there was these two husband and wife living there. They didn't have the best relationship. This was known when some evil spirits totally took the wife to somewhere and the husband was freaked out and told the spirits that they could take her. So the husband takes a chalkboard and wrote something to make the evil spirits go away. He pointed the message towards the hole of the door. I come and look at the chalkboard again, and it was rewriten in the scariest chalk writting saying it was coming after the husband. So the husband gets out of his bed and starts running around the open room. Then the evil spirit comes in and starts eating him. But somehow, he calms the evil spirit down with a newspaper full of adds. Probably the evil spirit wanted a coupon from some department store. But the thing is that the newspaper is outdated so some dramatic background music plays when the spirit pass over the date of the newspaper the first time. But then the spirit catches on to the outdated newspaper and goes after the husband, toss him to another room. It ends with me hearing the scream of pain and agony from the husband as he was being eaten alive. I could tell he got his tongue eaten off when his scream was a lot different. My last dream was kind of short. This family had powers to kill and luckily I had somebody on my side who had the powers of replacing someone that the family couldn't kill. So it concluded with me hugging the mom and saying if I didn't have her, I'd probably be dead. The mom nods that it would be true. So yeah, it was an eventful night...
Saturday, May 24, 2003
Feeling is a little bit undescriable right now. I feel like my soul's been drained out of me and I'm a hollow shell. I think I just need something that defines happiness...
I woke up today and looked at the calendar and realized that the month of May was drawing to a close. Ah shit, I'm on a count down now. Nine days, until I'm 18. Just nine days, and 11 days afterwards, it's all over. 20 days left. Time to make a birthday list hehe!
Friday, May 23, 2003
I added more contacting information on the side menu. Hopefully it'll help get through the crisis of not being able to contact me if you're at a crisis with something or with me. Since my sister has a boyfriend, she's been hogging the internet, and Miriam tried everywhere to ask me about change in plans. Simple instructions...
1.) Call the phone...
If busy...
2.) Be sure to have those screen names listed on the side and check to see if I'm on Starfox0064x or AgentRed2003
If it's someone else...
3.) Kindly ask them to ask for me, I'll be there shortly. If you catch my sister, you'll probably piss her off because she's in a love bubble and she gets pissed if she's disturbed. But, for revengeful purposes, I give you permission to do so.
(cracking neck) While most of the seniors were sleeping, Miriam invited me to join Natalie, Jennifer, and her for lunch at Korean BBQ. I haven't seen Natalie live in person in such a long time. Jennifer seemed to be still into the day after coming home from gradnight and still awake for the past 24 hours. Lot's of good spicy food...but damn it was too much food! Jennifer and Miriam were discussing over Korea town. I've never heard of such a place, but probably I'll ask where that might be. At three, I headed over to Miriam's house to get my face painted, and I told Miriam that Lladira wanted to come over too. I assumed that Lladira knew the way, but Miriam stated that Lladira didn't have any idea where she lived. So, both of us went to school and got Lladira to come over and started painting my face. Miriam has the end result picture, hopefully I could post it up on my blog soon. Afterwards, we headed over to Emil's house and we thought he was up by the response from his parents. We waited in the living room, and Emil's dog, Tiger, came out and we started to play and pet it. It goes to Lladira, it sniffs and licks Lladira's hand. Tiger goes to me, it also sniffs and licks my hand. I looked over at Miriam, and saw her face with a brown dog all over it. We were just busting up laughing at the very sight of Emil's small dog attacking Miriam. Miriam seemed so helpless! Eventually, Emil comes down and seemed pretty stoned, but we all brought back life to him. I took Lladira home and we discussed all the female problems when Lladira was getting cramps. I'm glad I'm not a female...
Whenever I walk down the hallway upstairs, I pass by inspiration that gives me a lift for the day. It's pretty interesting. Everyone's at gradnight right now. I don't know why, I just didn't feel like going, I was already happy enough for some reason. At 6, i headed over to Lladira's house and pick up some supplies that she had. The major came in and I was really interested in the politics behind ROTC. You can tell that Lladira's really passionate about ROTC. However, I stayed too late and I came home and my family already finished dinner. Oh well, it's my fault. Tomorrow, it's going to reek with ownage...
Thursday, May 22, 2003
Whoo hoo! We're busting out with lap tops in Mr. Hilburn's class right now. This is fun. Just this morning, I burned Dark Side of the Moon and figured out the enhanced cd capabilities. So I think I could testout my CD on this computer. This keyboard sucks! I can't type words without having sticky keys. Be back...
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
Kira came by during lunch and gave me some of the prom pictures that we ordered. She gave me a photo album, key chain, and the pictures obviously. She just looked damn fine for sure! So she got into a conversation with Danielle about me being gay and stuff. They're pretty desperate on finding evidence of me being gay. They put paper and tissues on my truck, I put flowers on Kira's car. And that's evidence that I'm gay. Got to do better than that guys! If you want the truth, it might be a little uncomfortable...
I don't think that last night Francisco, Victor, or Joselin typed up the individual summaries of our physics project which is about two days late. So, this morning I typed it up just to make sure. If they didn't do it, they owe me one. But oh well, the task that I assigned them to is very racist! Well, it's not all that bad, but they shouldn't let one person run the show, or else accidents happen and there's nothing they can do about it. It's getting to second period now, gotta go...
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
joshuas805: omg!
Auto response from Starfox0064x: I just died...
joshuas805: can i go to ur funeral?
joshuas805: i want to say the eulogy
joshuas805: chris was a good man
joshuas805: best known for his erotica section obsession and other such things and for being ultimate in school
joshuas805: but mostly for his erotica obsession
Monday, May 19, 2003
Time to update. My sister slept over somewhere, so pretty much she got laid. She was pretty glowy when she got home during my dismissal. Oh well, I felt really bad that I couldn't go online anytime today because my sister was hogging the internet all day and pretty much I got the 11:00 shift to update this while all my Physics group got are sleeping now. I hope one of them typed up what we wre doing. Today was very uneventful, although school ended with I guess Kira putting paper cones on my antenna and widshield wipper of my truck. So, I caught up with the UCCP stuff and can start 6.1 now which was due last Friday. I should start charging people for my work in that class...I got Willy to get me a video copy of Disasterpieces DVD and 2 free CD's and $1 for my Unit 4 test. So, I think I might have a business going...
Sunday, May 18, 2003
In about 5 minutes, I got to get my sister out of the house. I'm not sure where's she's going, but oh well. I got kind of caught up today with the UCCP work, but I'm stuck on the unit 5 test. It's getting on my nerves...if you know by now today, I've been asking people for stuff...and they all think I'm weird now...that's it for tonight, be back tomorrow...
Saturday, May 17, 2003
"Use Your Fist And Not Your Mouth" by Marilyn Manson
Come on, come on!
Come on, come on!
I am overgrounded, outselling it
Since God thinks I don't exist
The beatings happen perminent
This is not blue collar white corrective politics
I'm on an hate, american style, kick
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
I'm on a campaign for pain
And when I get elected
I'll wipe the white off your house
The smile off your face
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to be like anyone else
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want even be myself
I said no, this isn't your song
We can't all get along
It's too hard to hold hands when your hands are fists
My hate pop won't ever stop
I'm fucking glad we're different
This is my hate american style
hit
Don't break it
Don't sing it
Use your fist and not your mouth
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(Come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
This is the black collar song
Put it in your middle finger and sing along
Use your fist and not your mouth
(come on, come on! Come on, come on!)
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want to be like anyone else
I woke up today and wished for tomorrow
I don't want even be myself
Damn, the Marilyn Manson performance on the Jimmy Kimball show was awesome! They performed "This is the New Shit" and "mOBSCENE" which is track 2 and 3 off of Golden Age of Grotesque. Alright, today went from boring to just the hyper, crazy, heaviness of life. I love it!
Friday, May 16, 2003
I thought tonight would have me just talking to people online and stuff, but Allen came over to provide Marilyn Manson's new CD, Golden Age of Grotesque. It's a lot heavier than the previous two albums for sure. Everyone that I chatted to tonight, it was pretty cool. Oh yeah, my address is still on the shout out box...I don't know what will happen, but I hope things get interesting. I'm heading off to bed now...wait, hold on. I just looked down and I was reminded that Marilyn Manson was playing on Comedy Central tonight at 11:00 pm. Maybe I'll stick around...
Have you ever had the feeling that you're going to do something horrible or screw something up, and not even know what will happen? I feel like that right now. Today, nothing really happened that was worth my attention. Strange, I'm usually amused by the littlest things. But right now, it turns out that I have the house to myself until 8:00. Normally, I don't get that, nor does my parents ever go out of town. But, I wish somebody knew where I lived to they could give me a surprise shout out or something. But oh well, it's Friday, weekend...just enjoy yourselves...
"Mechanical Animals" by Marilyn Manson
We were neurophobic and perfect
the day that we lost our souls
machines that wished they were human
If they cry they will rust
And I was a hand grenade
That never stopped exploding
You were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in God
I am never gonna be the one for you
I am never gonna save the world from you
But they'll never be good for you
Or bad to you
They'll never be anything
Anything at all
You were my mechanical bride
You were phenobarbidoll
A manniqueen of depression
With the face of a dead star
And I was a hand grenade
That never stopped exploding
You were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in God
I am never gonna be the one for you
I am never gonna save the world from you
But they'll never be good for you
Or bad to you
They'll never be anything
Anything at all
This isn't me I'm not mechanical
I'm just a boy playing the suicide king
I couldn't get up this morning. My bed was feeling really warm and all my blankets were over me. But I have school today unfortunately, and I have another 45 minutes to prepare and stuff. I had a dream, which I thought it did happen but it feels like it's going to happen. Last lines of the dream was I think Lladira was telling me, "I'm sorry, Chris." So whatever happens, shouldn't surprise me and if it does happen, then it's like I'm a foresightest or something. But it feels like it can happen, I don't know why...
Thursday, May 15, 2003
Auto response from Starfox0064x: Doin' massive reading...
ShdwLone: take care of ur self!!
ShdwLone: ps...don't get distracted...:-P
ShdwLone: ;-)
I thought I would be having a relaxing moment in the theatres watching Reloaded, but you really need to listen and intake the dialogues to understand completely what the morals and how things work and stuff. So, my head is now really light now. Two words to sum up the movie, "Oh shit!!!" So I get home, and online was Danielle, and between the both of us, we only managed about 7-8 lines before she left. Maybe because of...you know...that I really want to talk to her about stuff like before...but, it's not happening it seems like. I just been really busy these two weeks...it's going to get even more hectic from here on out. Maybe I'm wanting too much...
All three AP test are done now, Econ test was such a breeze. Well, I'm getting too overconfident about my performance, but I feel like this one was the one I most enjoyed taking. So, whenever that happens, I'm bound to get a good grade on it. To end the day, I'm going to watch Matrix Reloaded at 2:35 today, so catch me there. Tickets are only 5.75, not bad...
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
Dang, Lladira's Rogue Nation of Catherby is gone from nationstates.net. I don't have anyone to wire telegrams to me anymore! Oh well, I put Marilyn Manson in my truck and I got the song "Great Big White World" stuck in my head now. It's one of my favorites off the album Mechanical Animals. Damn my sister! I had to blow $20 to develop her pictures. I better get my money back, she still owes me like $70, now it's up to $86. It's interesting that she worked, and now she's poor while I don't work and still have pretty good money. What's up with that?! But I like the whole loan shark business, getting interest from borrowing. Maybe that's how I'm not poor...
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
Since Matrix Reloaded comes out Thursday, and my AP exam is on Thursday, maybe I could head on over to the theatres to watch it. That's if Cisco downloaded a good quality pyrated version of Matrix Reloaded, then I'll just pay $2.50 and watch it forever. Don't feel like doing much now, but I have to catch up on my UCCP work. So, I'll just play some videogames and I'll be done...
Here we go again, so, yeah, I'm under the illusion that I did well, so don't burst my bubble! After the test, Phil, Cisco and I went to Billiards and played cutthroat. Pretty interesting game we had, I won one, so that all that matters. That's about it, last one is Macroeconomics on Thursday morning, so wish me luck.
Yay! I bought X2 from Cisco today, so tonight, you know what I'll be doing! All my grades in all of my classes are ok, but not meeting expectations, which are pretty high, and I don't got a lot of time left. Progress are coming out pretty soon, so I'm trying this week and next to get to the mailbox early. Physics AP yesterday...well, I'm under the influence that I did well...be back soon, lunch started...
Sunday, May 11, 2003
My friends are already planning summer already?! Geez, we're going camping? Las Vegas?! What?! I guess it's the final hurrah before going to college. Man, I hope more people would come with us if we're going to do all this...
Happy Mother's Day!
It's all about my mom! So, during dinner we all ate out at Sizzlers and gave my mom a package of everything to make a room smell good which includes candles, pouporri, perfume, and others. My steak was goooood!!! Today was kind of melow for the most part but tomorrow is going to be total rapage. Physics AP exam is tomorrow, and Physics is not the best subject. At least the test begins at 12:00, so I can sleep in a little. Thoughts about today, I'm doing things, but for what? When goods are handed in friendship, people interpret it more cautiosly than before. In the end, the goal has not been accomplish and both parties becoming worser off than before. I'm just too friendly, that's all...the world has had their fun trampling over me and mocking me...you're all going to pay this time.
Did you guys all miss me online? Haha, I didn't think so. So yeah, I hope you guys read the story down below, but don't ask me anything about it. I'll work on it at my own pace, even though I have it all planned out. What about today. So it began with me getting up at 9:00 when I slept at 2:00 am last Saturday morning. So I got to catch Yugioh! and a pretty bad ass double duel. Mr. Hilburn had a review session today in the morning, but I didn't really feel like going to it for some reason. But, maybe it was fate that made me stay home for Allen came and gave me a surprise visit. My mom provided lunch for him and my dad was pretty much annoying Allen with his career decisions. I just wanted to smack my dad. It's his life and his decisions and I'm really proud of how Allen is handling his situations the way he wants it. So after lunch, we jetted to Best Buys to get Allen his credit card there. But it turns out he was denied it for some reason. Haha! Man, I hope it wasn't because the $157 dollar u-turn that he did that denied him the card. When we got back to his car, out of the blue he said, "Let's go to Beverly Hills." And I was all for it. I didn't expect that I would be going anywhere outside of Oxnard today, nor Ventura for that matter. But the road trip there was awesome, because we got to catch up on a lot of things that we did from several weeks ago and up. Traffic was bad getting there, so we started to dish out all of his CD collections and cranked it up in the car. All the cars at slow speeds around us on the freeway could hear what we were listening to. I think we scared a grandma when we played "The Heretic Anthem" by Slipknot the live version. Bad ass. I've never really witnessed Beverly Hills in its entirety, so I felt like a tourist there. I was amazed at the buildings and neighborhood that seemed really peaceful yet busy. After parking the car, Allen and I started walking around and looking at all the Porshes, Ferraris, Lexus, Acuras, and Bentlys that dominated the streets and in the parking spaces. We both wished that it was GTA 3 and we could bust in those cars and drive home with them. Allen wanted to find out where two things were, a Tatoo Palor and a Ferrari shop. We didn't find either of them, we just saw a lot of clothing departments with $100-500 dresses and tuxs. I only brought $15 with me, and Allen only brought $6. The only place we could afford was Rite Aid, and a couple of fast food restaurants. So we just walked around and stumbled on a unique city block with the main floor outdoors, and 3 levels of parking under neath. We checked out all the stores...still too expensive. So we took the elevator to the second floor. There we saw inside a wooden door some kind of restaurant room. It didn't have any signs or nothing. There were people inside just organizing the room for something. Then Allen remembers that hidden in Beverly Hills is a restaurant where only the people who know the people that go in on a regular basis could eat there. There's no advertisment, no signs, no phone listed. Allen was convinced that we found the secret restaurant in Beverly Hills. Inside, there's a chef straight from Tokyo who makes 800-1200 dishes and sometimes celebrities come up to eat there. If what we found was correct, oh man...
The big part of the trip was scoping out the ladies there. Oh yeah, there were some fine...wait, Kira might read this...ok ok, you get the picture. But there was this one blonde girl, with lightly tinted sunglasses, wearing a comfortable blue jacket with white shorts...(biting knuckles)...both me and Allen were convinced that she made our day here.
On the way home, we wanted to stop by a Honda, Suzuki, and Kawosaki motorcycle store, but they were all closed. So I paid for Allen's gas and that was it for the day. I borrowed Marilyn Manson's Mechanical Animals from him because I lost the music on my computer. I walked to home, and my parents were pretty pissed on what made me spend half a day at Best Buys. Of course I had to explain to them...
Saturday, May 10, 2003
The Newbie Part I
It’s been a long time coming, but here’s a bonus for all of you. It’s taken from a really short daydream, but I always have a problem of building the story around the thought. Or at least a development of a plot and all that. So, I’m just presenting something…
He sat on the stool behind a black, lab functioning desk looking at the empty classroom with on the sides, lab stations complete with sinks and cabinets and desk all at the center. He barely slept a wink the night before with all the nervousness and excitement built in him knowing that the next day, he was going to teach for the first time in his career. Along the sides of his desk was the year’s lecture notes with today’s set at the center of his station at the front of the classroom.
The bell rang at 7:54 am ordering students to attend their first period classes. “Here we go,” he thought. After three minutes, the students started walking through the opened blue door. His nervousness starting to climb even more. “Just sit wherever you want you guys,” he directed the chattering students. It was clear that friends sat next to each other in random areas in both the center of the classroom and at the lab stations. By the time the bell rang at 8:00 am, he counted 23 students attending his class. For a few seconds, he stared at each student trying to get a feel of what his students were all about. Likewise the students examined the new brown-haired, brown eyed chemistry teacher wearing long-sleeve, blue, buttoned shirt, white Dockers, black Nike sneakers, and black-framed glasses. The teacher looked at his notes one last time, ripped it to shreds, and threw the scraps in the recycle bin. “Hello, I’m Mr. Atkinson, and I’m your AP Chemistry teacher,” he said. “Since, this is my first year teaching, I’m not really big on the lectures right now. Unlike other classes where the teacher introduces himself or herself and then the student gets up and introduces themselves to the class, I’ll let you guys ask questions about myself.” A blonde haired, brown eyed student raises her hand. “Yes,” acknowledged Mr. Atkinson, “Please say your name.”
“Hi, I’m Jennifer,” she said. “How old are you? You look really young to be a teacher.”
“I’m 25, Jennifer, and probably one of the youngest teachers here at Trinity High School,” Atkinson said. “Any other questions? You can ask me to elaborate on being young and stuff.” Classroom chatters for Mr. Atkinson to talk about more of his credentials. “So basically I went to UC San Diego and got my masters degree in Chemistry, and it took awhile to decide on what career path I wanted to go to or what jobs were available for a Chemistry degree. I wanted to help the people in some way and somehow or someone convinced me to become a teacher. For two years, I’ve built up my credentials to become a high school teacher.”
Another student raises his hand. Mr. Atkinson points to the brown-haired, brown-eyed boy. “My name is John, and I wanted to know if this is your first year teaching, who put you to do AP Chemistry? I thought that you needed to teach lower classes before this one.”
“I’m not really that sure how I was placed to teach AP Chemistry,” said Atkinson. “I’ve been hearing hear and there that none of the other teachers in the science department didn’t want to teach this course, so I guess they decided that the new guy could handle it. I really don’t know. It’s pretty crappy.” The questions continued for a half an hour. “Alright, I got some things I need you guys to fill out,” said Atkinson. “I’ll explain how the course works as I pass these information sheets out.” He started heading table by table passing out pieces of paper. “This course moves most like a college course,” he continued. “The ultimate goal is for you to pass the AP Chemistry exam given in May. In order to do that, we need to cover 13 chapters in our Chemistry book in a period of under 10 months. May sound a lot of time, but that’s where procrastination starts. Each week we see new concepts of Chemistry and each day we focus on all the application of those concepts based on the structure of the AP exam. Everything that at the AP workshop I attended last summer needs to be covered this year. This means if you miss a day, you’ll fall behind.” He continued on about the structure and class rules. Atkinson finished passing out the papers to each student. “The paper you just received is the student information sheet,” he said. “Here I find out general contact information and about yourself and your interests. In case of an emergency and you had a lab accident, I’m able to contact your parents to indicate what has happened to you.” The students became unusually silent as they were filling out their information sheets. While the students were silent, Mr. Atkinson heard footsteps coming down the hallway. He looked at the opened door and noticed that a brown haired, brown eyed lady wearing teacher appropriate pink dress, and white high tops. She was young much like Mr. Atkinson. “I’ve never met you before,” said Mr. Atkinson.
“You’re that newbie that the staff’s been talking about,” said the lady.
Mr. Atkinson smiled, “What’s your name?”
“I’m Ms. Hewitt,” she said extending her hand for Atkinson’s handshake.
“Nice to meet you Ms. Hewitt, I’m Mr. Atkinson,” he said firmly handshaking Ms. Hewitt’s right hand.
“You can call me Sarah,” she said with a smile.
“I’m Brandon,” he said with a smile.
“I have this note from the office that they wanted you to read,” Sarah said. She handed Brandon a folded green note. Brandon began reading. “Teacher’s evaluation are coming soon for you,” Sarah said.
“Already?” said Brandon. “When?”
“Somewhere next week,” said Sarah. “The whole school’s administration been screwy like this.”
“Tell me about it,” said Brandon.
“At least your not dealing with the freshman kids,” said Sarah. “They’re a lot rowdy this year. You’ll get in the mail on how the evaluations work. I’ll be one of your evaluators, hehe!”
“Oh no,” said Brandon, with head down sarcastically.
“Don’t worry about it,” said Sarah. “I won’t bite.” She began to leave. “So, I’ll talk to you later?” she asked turning around.
“Of course,” smiled Brandon. As Sarah left, Brandon watched her every step of the way until she was gone. He suddenly looked at his students who immediately put their heads down and continued to write in their information sheets. Some of them giggled. Mr. Atkinson smiled and looked at the clock indicating there was only 5 minutes left in the period. “Before you guys go,” he said, “this class may seem challenging at times, but if you guys apply yourself and we all work together at it, then everything about this class will be fun.” The bell rang dismissing first period.
Friday, May 09, 2003
My sister recorded a Dateline or 20/20 episode about a guy and his wife were caught cheating on Who Wants to Be A Millionaire?. Yeah, the couple were denying it, but a contestant in the fastest fingers seat was caught coughing while the guy in the hot seat was saying the right answer. He made it to a million, but was denied the check because the production crew were claimming there was some improper conduct taking place. It was a pretty good story told. But before I came home, we watched X2 in class today because Cisco brought in the movie on a CD. I might buy one off of him for $2.50 so I could enjoy on this computer. I don't have a fast internet connection, so I can't really download like a 1400 MB movie off the internet. And in other news, I had the CD with all the arcade games on it, and me and Josh started playing the classic Street Fighter and beat the arcade mode. Then after, Lladie was doing her short flag practice and I stood by to watch. They looked pretty good. I don't know what to do now then to just play videogames all day because I'm just feel lazy.
Terminology
Ownage: Ultimate success
Rapage: Ultimate failure
Excerpt
I was like the Arabian who had been buried with the dead, and found passage to life, aided only by one glimmering, and seemingly ineffectual, light.
- from Chapter 4 of Mary Shelley's Frankenstein
It's interesting that "I" is Victor Frankenstein...
Dude, Sable's back in the WWE? Man, I don't watch for a few weeks and everythings getting disorganized. But it's bad ass though. Nothing much happened today, just I've been more hyper today. Oh yeah, Laker glory! Victor's sitting next to me right now and he wants the Lakers to go down badly. It's his thing about if he roots on for a team, they get cursed. I don't really care, I just want to watch some good basketball action. Shut up, Josh! I'm not friends with Mrs. Hilburn! It's getting crazy in econ. Maybe for all you readers, tonight or tomorrow, expect a little bonus.
Thursday, May 08, 2003
AP Calculus BC exam was kind of ownage at some parts and getting raped in a lot of other areas. I don't know if I got enough for a three. So, next up is Physics on Monday which is taken in the afternoon. If Calculus was that bad, then Physics is totally going to be rapage. Man, I don't want to be doing UCCP work now, but I got to catch up and stuff. Nah, I got to relax a little bit. Kind of got pooped from playing pool and all sorts of videogames at Billiards. It was pretty funny that these little kids got punked at by the store owner. That lady is evil! Man, I'm ready for the weekend, but it's time to watch Smackdown! tonight. I haven't watch WWE in a long time...
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
Kabalarian Philosophy
The name of Christopher incorporates a potential aptitude for concentration and patient, logical thought along mechanical or scientific lines. You tend to prefer to follow normal routine rather than cope with the disruption and uncertainty entailed in trying something new. You gravitate to situations where you have stability and the opportunity to make slow step-by-step progress, preferably in a technical field. Procrastination and lack of self-confidence may restrict your success. You enjoy associating with others, and would not be happy living or working alone. This name tends to make you dependent upon others, and you find it difficult to face issues or important decisions without relying upon others for advice and encouragement. This name undermines positivity, with the result that you can be influenced against your better judgment. You find it difficult to say "no" and mean it. This name is not conducive to good health, and tends to engender the desire for heavy foods, for example, excessive protein and carbohydrates. You could suffer with problems relative to the fluid functions or intestinal tract such as constipation, growths, swelling of the legs and ankles or over-stoutness.
Kabalarian Philosophy Website
It seems like people's mood are changing with the coming AP exams this week. Danielle pretty much cussed me out on AIM. I just hope it's all a joke, because it's not funny. When you are once really happy, it follows a period of a series of downers on an emotional level. I'm feeling that now. I just hate it. On another note, I got the CD completed, so tomorrow morning I'm going to burn it for my friend. Let's see if tomorrow brings something good.
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
Nothing much going down today, just got to finish up UCCP work that I'm so far behind right now. Also, I got to download a bunch of songs for my friend, who I have blown off the project since the past two weeks. Today, he gave me a dollar to speed it up a bit. I don't think it'll work...
While Doing a Number 2
MIRiAMaDORK: geez, chris, too much information...
Dee GreenTea: that's just tooo much fucking information...
Why do I feel loved?
Monday, May 05, 2003
Wow, my blog is closing in on 100 hits. Nothing much happened today, getting massive senioritis and not really doing much. But tomorrow is going to be killer. But looking kind of forward on Thursday being the Calc BC test. Since I like math, it should be sickenly fun. People worry too much about AP tests, and the worries bites you during the test. I figured have fun with it, and it should cope with the stress of testing. I'm also doing a little something after the test...
Starfox0064x: I know this may seem strange, but give me a random word and I'll talk about my thoughts on it
StarlightSpark13: blue
Starfox0064x: ah yes, blue...
Starfox0064x: your prom dress was blue...
Starfox0064x: you looked really pretty in it
Starfox0064x: yes...my thoughts on blue
StarlightSpark13: hehe
StarlightSpark13: thanks
StarlightSpark13: :-D
Starfox0064x: maybe if you give me a random word, I could apply it to you somehow
StarlightSpark13: happy
Starfox0064x: happy, eh?
Starfox0064x: hmmm...
Starfox0064x: seeing you smile brightly lights the world to my eyes...
Starfox0064x: because when your happy, everyone around you is happy
StarlightSpark13: hehe
StarlightSpark13: :-D
StarlightSpark13: umm
StarlightSpark13: dream
Starfox0064x: whatever you dream, you can make happen...
StarlightSpark13: :-D
StarlightSpark13: umm
StarlightSpark13: laugh
Starfox0064x: if you just look at me in general, it makes you laugh...
Starfox0064x: I remember you said that in journalism one time
StarlightSpark13: LOL
Starfox0064x: I take that as a compliment
StarlightSpark13: you were so cute!! hehehe I thought it was fnnny
StarlightSpark13: spike
Starfox0064x: I'm cute?! awwwww...
Starfox0064x: I think you've built up my self confidence
StarlightSpark13: :-D
StarlightSpark13: :-D
StarlightSpark13: now umm
Starfox0064x: I thought I was missing something all these years
StarlightSpark13: sunrise
Starfox0064x: as the day begins, somebody around you looks forward to see you...
Starfox0064x: by seeing, fulfills their day
StarlightSpark13: hmmm I like that
StarlightSpark13: hope
StarlightSpark13: u sure?
StarlightSpark13: hehe
Starfox0064x: well...
Starfox0064x: let's move on to hope...
StarlightSpark13: hahaha
StarlightSpark13: okie hope
Starfox0064x: if hope was a symbol, you would define it. Through all the bad times, yuo never let anything or anyone bring you down. You know that things work out in the end
You are Beast!
You are brilliant and extremely clever. You can
handle almost any problem swiftly and
efficiently. You are devoted to philosophy and
are always up for a good discussion.
Sometimes, though, your anger gets the best of
you and you upset those whom you care about.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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ekaslime: i dont know this magnetism stuff
Starfox0064x: you need connetions badly
Starfox0064x: magnetisim?!
Starfox0064x: no!!!!
ekaslime: well neither does jesse...but he gets the answers
ekaslime: yesssssssssssssssss
Starfox0064x: that's a swear word
ekaslime: yeah i know
Starfox0064x: the whole E&M section is evil
ekaslime: wait let me be...correct
ekaslime: "electromagnetic induction"
ekaslime: lol evil aye?
ekaslime: speak of the devil
Starfox0064x: nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
ekaslime: i dont get itttttttttttt
Starfox0064x: (running away)
ekaslime: and its due tomorrow
ekaslime: eh happy trip
Starfox0064x: alright, I'm back with holy tea
ekaslime: lol that wont fight back the evil demons
Starfox0064x: hey I can immune myself with it
ekaslime: it wont last long...
Starfox0064x: evil demons go away!
Starfox0064x: not until I take a leak!
ekaslime: well...you will soon!
ekaslime: lol!
Starfox0064x: don't be speeding up the process!
Starfox0064x: it's not good for the both of us
ekaslime: YOURE the one drinking more liquids
Starfox0064x: oh no, you said liquids...
ekaslime: fluids?
Starfox0064x: (coming out a tiny bit faster...)
ekaslime: bodily fluids?
Starfox0064x: aaah!!
Starfox0064x: (going a tiny bit faster...)
Starfox0064x: must go down and make more tea!!!
Starfox0064x: and put it to buddha!!!
ekaslime: and pee
Starfox0064x: (rushes downstairs...)
ekaslime: have fun
Starfox0064x: (feeling the pee rushing out sooner...)
ekaslime: lol have fun
Starfox0064x: in the background: dang it! I'm looking at water!
ekaslime: im gonna go eat solids
ekaslime: you hear that chris, solids
ekaslime: LOL
ekaslime: enjoy!
Starfox0064x: solids!!!
Starfox0064x: number one and two?!
Auto response from ekaslime: Solids right Chris?!
Dammit! Dammit! Dammit!
Alright, yesterday I came over to Kira's house just to drop off what I forgot to get yesterday which was a bouquet of flowers. So, I got it along with boba and my handkerchief and a little card saying thank you. But, today Kira is pretty much scared of me now and had Rickey saying to calm it down a bit. I'm just fretting over it too much. Just became too nice, that's all. I just wished that people didn't over react to things or take things in the wrong impression. Also, I probably wish that I could take back the Christmas candy gram, because before Kira was a lot more comfortable around me. Only if I was smart enough back then, now it's like, "Oh no, what is Chris doing..." I guess it's one part lack of experience with ladies. Oh well, time to bust out with heavy death metal...
Sunday, May 04, 2003
General equation: manwhich(Kira + Danielle) = I can die happy now...
I slept for another 4 hours after posting the 7:00 am message. But, it's off to bed now. Oh yeah, my deadjournal has a brief prom entry so I guess I'll post it here...
I was thinking of coming home and falling fast asleep. But my computer was on...
Blogger wouldn't let me update late at night, so I'll give deadjournal another go....
OMG, Kira! She looked absolutely gorgeous! And for me to be her date was too much to ask for. But holding her close while she danced...it was just special. Take it easy Chris! Take it easy! Although I could dream of the ideal situation of the night, just a night with Kira was more than enough. Sorry I didn't go to specific details about prom, I'm just real sleepy now. You know that I'll have a smile on my face!
Indeed. I had fun with the blankets last night, for all of you that know the story! This weekend was the best. Now it's onwards to AP exams and graduation. Back to being professionals...
Alright, I didn't go to bed until 3:00 today, and I'm up at 7:20 am?! I don't really feel like sleeping anymore either. Wow. Maybe I got some parenting skills of not having to sleep longs hours anymore. Dos X!!! I don't know...that was out of the blue. Maybe I'll just lie down for a few minutes to see if I could sleep again. If not, I'll post again...
Friday, May 02, 2003
Noooooooooo! It's raining! And it's most likely going to be a downpour on prom to. Oh well, I think I've been good so far. In about a half an hour, I'm going to head on over to the Pac View mall to pick up my tux order. But one thing what's good about rain is that my truck is getting all washed up. So it's getting cleaned somewhat now and ready. Well, tonight is murdurous study for Physics final, going to be screwed. But it's not at Hilburn's house but at school. So I have today to get the stuff at the Pac View mall and tomorrow to pick up stuff around town. Hopefully I don't screw up somewhere down the line...
Thursday, May 01, 2003
Cardtricks - This link will have the internet site perform a magic trick on ya! I know how it works, let's see if you can figure it out!
I think I assume too much that people can keep a secret. But, yeah I've been taking some dancing tips and lessons from Tara and her friend but I thought everyone would keep a secret. But after school today, Kira stated that a network of her friends and Josh and everyone was all talking about me getting dance lessons. (sigh...) mah goodness. Why does everything have to be so public?! Geez...
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